I realized yesterday that I was basically slapping my sponsor in the face by asking for help, then continuing in the same behavior. so i called and made amends for that. and on the way to work this morning i realized that if i was slapping my sponsor in the face, what was i doing to my wife? i am sticking a knife in her heart.
i really want to and need to change my behavior. my primary sponsor actually called me this am. and he is willing to help me. i am supposed to make a list of my assets and liabilities. a thourough list over the weekend. so he can see how i see myself. and he asked me to trust him and stick with him.
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